Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
爱太痛.歌词
作词:吴克群
作曲:吴克群
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
哭不能哭 笑不能笑
没有了你 全都不对
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了
因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了
却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了
爱情它太痛了
我不能够
不能够不爱了
ps. i am not getting emo!!!!!!
9/30/2008 11:08:00 PM♠
Sings/Listening to:
It had been a long time since i had blog. im stuck at home todae thanks to my fever. (38.9 °c) so im gonna post some photos up todae!
-->sequel to "MY SISTER IS RETARDED.. but cute"
i realli dun understand my sister's actions. but i cant deny that she can be quite cute at times bahs.
-->this pics are taken during de celebration of MD's birthdae.
this is how i look after i rebonded my hair!!
-->about a week ago, i knocked my leg against de fixtures in ip, as a result, i got a super big blue black.
n now it began to get better n look like this.
mayb it's because of my craz-i-ness of heart shape. i feels that my blueblack got a shape of a heart!
see!!!! its heart-shaped hor??!!
--> my dad treat my family to swensen de other dae. n i ate de following...

de brownie is nice! but de almond spoils it all. I HATE ALMOND!
--> this happened ytd, i woke up feeling a bit sick, but i still went to meet them to play pool. n Heaven knows why.

de katong's pool centre realli BOH ZHENG HU de lor. even students wearing uniform can go in n play. somemore they are from quite good school de leh.
im a total noob at pool lor, cheekian , desmond and raymond are so li hai. chee kian is my personal instructor for de day, n desmond is my jun-shi, cuz he tell me where to shoot.
they even doubt that i like to play pool~ hahas.
originally, we wanted to catch a movie, but during de bus journey to bedok. cheekian said i look veh pale, so i went home in de end.SORRY PEOPLE!
i went to slp after i reach home, i didnt tell my family anything, but my ma realised there is something wrong with me, n she took my temperature. i got highfever la. but i refused to go to doctor. i also dunno y. den she nag n nag n nag until i bth, so i went to doctor at about 12o'clock. GUESS wad......... none of de clinics that i went is open. so in de end i went to cheers n buy panadol n strepsils. STUPID OR NOT, u tell me!i got this feeling that i will get better in de morning after i wake up. n she woke me up for ntn. zzz. hahas.
my lao niang refused to let me go out, so i didnt go work also lor. jus as i expected. lalala~ im going to watch lan qiu huo now. bye!!
9/30/2008 02:29:00 PM♠
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
pictures !!!! =)
110908
me with my orange soda.

jun,jade,chiwee,huiqing n des


gals of de dae

hahas, i like this group foto!
ktv n 85.

jun n jade

desmond n dionne

de onli photo of me n shifu =)

me, jade n dionne aka shifu girlfriend.

group photo without pong pong!
she refused to take photo with us. hahas!
de rest of de photos shall be my personal collection. heehee.
tts all ! bye!
9/25/2008 12:25:00 AM♠
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
its 4.13 am now, n i jus came back from work. had stock-take as well as shop meeting todae. stock-take is a breeze for me cuz this is my second stock-take n there are a lot of staffs todae n i only count n key in the stocks. must sign-in at 930 am later =S. n im de only staff who put 0.5 morning tmr. i guessed de rest figured out that they cant wake up bahs. im now wondering y i put o.5 morning. mayb its becuz i know most of them wun work morning shift tmr. hahas.
as for de shop meeting, i realli did trash out wad ever i feels larhs.so, i shall forgive n forget.i realli hope that this shop meeting will stop this nonsense. even though im still quite bu shuang with a few comments. they are not about me larhs. so i heck care le larhs. cuz sae more will cuz me more troubles.
不知不觉地,todae is also shifu last dae in IP le.i told myself umpteen times not to cry todae. but in de end, after ck announced to everyone that todae is des last day, i cant control myself larhs. n i cried lor.
next time no one teach me to be evil le.no one listen to my leng xiao hua le. no one share juicy gossips with me le. no one tell me to pei him go smoke le, etc etc.
but still, mus thank u for comfirming me to $6.5. ty for teaching me so much skills.ty for going break with me.ty for always treating me drinks.ty for answering all my doubts at work. ty for indirectly introducing me to english rnb and techno,ty for taking care of me when im in eastpoint n in tm,ty for anything n everything.
thank god that u are my in-charge n thank god that i got u as a friend. =)take care at genting hor. mus come back in time for our mahjong session okay!
omg, look at de time now, its 4.40, i shld realli go to slp now. nites
p.s:looking forward to de mahjong session on fri! i might not lose okay, cuz i still got gladys.! hahas
p.p.s: daes at ip will never be de same.
9/23/2008 04:13:00 AM♠
Monday, September 22, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
i had been on this rollercoaster ride of emotions for so long le.all this ups-n-downs have been a lil too much for me to handle. i jus wish that this ride will end soon. =)
14 sept =@
15 sept =)
16 sept =)
17 sept =(
18 sept =)
19 sept =(
20 sept =)
21 sept =(
22 sept ???
lets jus hope this lil drama will ends soon kkies.
9/22/2008 12:23:00 AM♠
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
thanks gladys darling for listening to me ranting n ranting for this few daes............................ realli, it helped a lil bit..................
but this is getting more complicated now.
$%&^($(#*@*%^*(&)$)
9/20/2008 12:18:00 AM♠
Sings/Listening to:
总在我家巷口和你分手
彷佛偶像剧一样
觉得我们就要发生些什么
总在回家时候不知所措
想再打电话给你
可是再见刚刚才说过
有一种想要拥抱你的冲动
想静静看着你的笑容
让你藏在怀中
直到我每天的尽头
因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
因为有一个梦而执着
因为等一个人而折磨
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
因为有一个梦而放纵
因为等一个人而漂泊
因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
像夜的朦拢
你的深情难懂
我的世界因为你而不同
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
像风的自由
你的深情难留
你的背影
是我最美丽的所有
9/20/2008 12:18:00 AM♠
Friday, September 19, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
full shift at home todae!! it had been a long time since i stayed at home for de whole dae!!! o yes, n i haven eat anything yet, cuz im pure too lazy to go downstairs to buy food :(
i watched tv, practise my guitar, take a short nap bleh bleh blehs, n its only 4 plus now.zZZ. ck asked for my schedule jus now, dun feel like working too much. hais. rotting at home saved me a lot of money $.$... but it so boring until can die!!!!
LIFE SUCKS.
ROTTING IN PROCESS
ps.BUT MY FRIENDS ROCKS. IM SO GLAD THAT I HAVE THEM~
9/19/2008 04:17:00 PM♠
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
o yes! im back from malayisa.!! =) disappointed to see me back alive bahs GCYY! hahas.i added a something on me todae! im so so so so so happy.


close up =)
JADE, HUI QING, CHI WEE, DESMOND n ME went malaysia to walk walk todae.
everything is so cheap larhs. movie is onli $3, K is $5 ++ and there are surplus of food for us.we even took neoprint lor... =) there is plenty of pics with jade. so i cant update now. =(
jade n huiqing. hahas
des n chiwee.
this is wad we had for breakfast.
n we went to this restaurant for dinner.
the 350ml can of coke fits this cup nicely.


RM111 for 5 people. CHEAP HOR....we cant stop eating todae.
we went
breakfast*2
snacks
lunch
hightea
dinner
im so bloated =)
2 unpleasant things happen todae, this first one happened when we went to buy movie ticket for babylon. n this bitch who serve us is dam rude.she is dam unwillingly to serve us. so we are all dam pissed, i think jade or des mumbled something about complaining to cathay. in de end we got our tickets. N TT BTICH saes THIS IS MY NAME while she point to her name which appeared on de counter. walaos. angry. too bad cheekian not there, if not..... i wann to see how cheekian shoot her.
the next, chiwee went to buy something from shiseido(if im not wrong), n the sales person(sp in short) is de most kuku person i ever seen. this is wad happen,
chi wee went to ask her about sun screen n cleanser, so she brought out a 2 different bottles with different spf (10 and 15).
"jade: so what is the difference between this bottles?
sp : erm, the spf lor. one 15, other 10.
jade: ya, so what is the difference?
sp: 1 got more spf another got lesser spf."
den we all seh~ =.= but we decided on one of the bottle lor. so chi wee to tell her that he wan tt bottle. n guess wad she saes.
"cw: okay lor, i will get this.
sp: but that one dun haf le lehs."
walaos eh, u we all dam dulan upon hearing this. but in de end she gave us that in another packaging.this solved de sun screen problem, but he still nid to buy cleanser. so that lady took out 3 bottles, all different wordings as in how mild de cleanser is etc etc, so i told chi wee to ignore the one for sensitive skin. so we are left with 2 choices. one foam and one gel( i forgot another one). n......
"me: erms, what is the difference between this n this?
sp:one is foam another one is gel.
all of us are thinking WTH.
me: as in, is there any differences in function for both?
sp: they are all de same."
ALAMAK, sae earlier lah..... zZZ.
todae is still veh enjoyable=), i shall update more when de pics come n if i rmb. becuz i forgot almost everything now.
p.s: dun worry people, i didnt get a permanant tattoo. =)
9/16/2008 12:15:00 AM♠
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
okay, im still angry over what happen ytd, but tt doesnt stops de earth from revolving, LIFE GOES ON. f@rk u.
todae is supposed to b de celebration for the mid-autumn celebration, but i dunno y it was held ytd instead. so we MISSED it this year. super not in mood to celebrate larhs. i also didnt expect to spent this year de mid-autumn at work n mr yck house.super bored, only play cards....n im so tired n...............................
im going somewhere tmr, n this might be my last post, so u never knows. but before i go, i must share with you guys about this song~
李玖哲 - 坏习惯
你爱的歌不再听了
谁在我心里哼
你爱的颜色我该忘的
偏偏又选了
我开始怀疑你没离开
否则太奇怪 睡觉 吃饭
从我的习惯 都证明你存在
你 是坏习惯 我戒不断
我的心不听使唤
我犯了又犯 像个笨蛋
这世界一片混乱
爱已走散 忘记太难
但会习惯
你的生日我不庆祝了
但我却还记得
你悲伤快乐我不参加了
却总还挂念着
坏习惯 戒不断 坏习惯
9/14/2008 11:04:00 PM♠
Sings/Listening to:
shucks. todae is de dae tt i wan to forget, but i will nvr..
jus wanne let u noe tt, u can betray whoever u wan for all i care, but in de end, u will realised that u are at loss.
i jus cant believe that people can b such a fake at times.
all the lies will come to light, it's a dam difference of time.
if u believe that u can get off with this, dream on~
if i dare to write it here, im not afraid to let u noe.
lastly, fuck off.
9/14/2008 01:36:00 AM♠
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
REBONDED. but not so nice leis. hais!!!
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIING!
9/13/2008 12:12:00 AM♠
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
HALF MORNING for todae =).
it went past quite quickly todae cuz i go bank-in and all de replenishment came jus b4 my shift is over. but due to all de veh li hai ppl in de shop, we finish everything within o.5 hour. den we went to meet dionne and jade to K. too bad cheekian cant join us. anw, jade got an encounter with a bian tai. tt fella jus followed her ard n ard, he board de mrt with jade even though he jus came down from another one. jade called des for "help", des still dun wan to believe her at first. hahas. but tt bian tai jus keep following jade until she meet us. he jus stood n one corner n look @ her. WALAOS. dig his eyes out den he know... den we all jus kip staring at him lor, stare until he go away.
dun reali haf de mood to k todae, den i jus anyhow sing lor, sing until zhou yin.. den everyone laugh.... cuz it's super funny. des sae he will kill us if we sing another sentence. den we laugh like siao.
gave des his present for ns le... wanne see marhs??
nice nots? personalised from HEADBUG.
drawn by jade.. so cute hor.?
TADAH~ completed...
im so glad tt he like de present. hahas. dun go ns so soon larhs, everyone will miss u de.
o yar,pong*2 joined us in de end. we went 85 this week go 2 times le lor, if this continues, im gonna turn fat. we ate a lot todae lehs. as usual we tok nonsense, laugh laugh, eat eat drink drink, go home~
conclusion : TODAE IS A GREAT DAY!
9/11/2008 10:19:00 PM♠
Sings/Listening to:
my result is not up to my expectation, but it's not veh bad... so i shld b satisfied.
todae IS THURSDAY!!!!!
9/11/2008 12:13:00 AM♠
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
todae de full shift is dam fun, even though de sales sucks. cuz onli got veh lil ppl go ip todae lehs.
de guys wear couple shirts sia. r n junxian wear de same tee shirts.... cheekian n des are even better. same polo, same jeans. they look dam gay larhs! hahas
i didnt managed to take a clear one, cuz they dun let me take... this is de best i can do....
gay rite??
p.s: how nice would it be if everydae is like todae. =)
9/10/2008 12:23:00 AM♠
Monday, September 8, 2008
Sings/Listening to:

went bugis with jade todae... i woke up at 1... it had been a long time for me to wake up in the noon every since i started working.we went to pick up a present for our beloved friend lor. den i pei her go art friend buy materials. n since art friend is near my cousin work place, we waited for her to end work n we go NYDC for brownie... yummy.............. slurps...... i didnt take a pic of it. cuz it look super delicious, so me n jade ate it up without thinking of taking pic. hahas.
here is a pic of my cousin... n this is the only pic i haf of her. i onli haf pics for her dog, tedz.
she jus rebonded her hair.............. ahhhhhhhh!! i also wann to rebond! i think i going on fri bahs. hehee.

we went shopping after tt.hee hee.i didnt buy anything, but jade n she did..... but im super tempted to buy a shirt.
after tt she left, so me n jade went cs for a while. den.... home sweet home!!!
ps. next outing on thurs! im so looking forward to this!
9/08/2008 10:36:00 PM♠
Sings/Listening to:
okay, here is the pictures of what my sis had to done the disc/ wad the disc had done to my sis.
(this is jus a random pic of my disc)
my sis was turning round n round ard her finger until it got stuck.
we tried to wet her hand, but it doesnt work!
dun believe? see again.

so i had no choice other den to break de disc into half. =(


this proved that what broken is broken. there is no way to piece it back.
see how red is my sis finger.... so pathetic.. i can onli sae "how retarded can u get?"
lalala~ thats is it. hee.
anw, i went to cut my hair again, but everytime i cut it still look the same.
so im contemplating whether to chop my hair short.
gla
des
jade
sm
wx disagree....
hais, wad can i do to my hair neh?!!!!
9/08/2008 10:19:00 PM♠
Sings/Listening to:
todae morning is a great start! cuz r and i got free breakfast from liza n des due to our lil competition. hahas. im supposed to meet jade for breakfast, but we didnt cuz both of us OVERSLEPT! n thank god we overslpt. hahas.....
LiLing veh funny todae lehs... she wanted me to help her take a box from the safe. but she said
“你可以帮我拿safe出来吗?” den i "huh" n gave her a veh retarded look. n i ask her " huh? u wanne me to take de safe out??" den we both started laughing like siao.
after signing out, des, liza,r and me went ep to meet jade n jasmine for dinner. den go conversion.
conversion is quite fast even though we had a big problem.The lift broke down. =.="'. but we still managed to finish everything thou. the 4 of us plus P*2 n jade went 85 to eat the famous minced pork noodle, o ah jian and carrot cake..... n todae's conversion is super hilarious. cuz they keep shooting each other.. i jus sit down n listen lor... laugh until my jaw wanne drop le lor.
i rmb r n d is comparing they two, n
r said:"den we stand up la, see who taller?"
d knows tt he will lose, so he said : " we lie down la, see who's taller?"
upon hearing this, everyone laugh like crazy.
another one is d/r is shooting L becuz of age.
den liza said " pls dun be rude to p*2 (who is still eating her noodle innocently), den the rest look at each other, n LAUGHED!
there is a lot more larhs. but i forgot le, cuz i haven laugh finish, they start new convo le......
but todae is still a GREATDAY!
9/08/2008 02:09:00 AM♠
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
把手放了
我也許會比較快樂
我也許會換個情人
我也許不會在撐
真的夠了
能不能讓雨別再下了
能不能讓心別再疼了
能不能不要開燈
我是你什麼人如果不是情人
是不是不要再浪費我的人生
你比我更清楚
你對我多好多溫柔多認真
不構成愛我的資格
除非你只看著我想著我只有我
愛本來就該獨一無二
為你傷心多一點
少一點流下的眼淚都一樣不值得
世界上那麼多人只有我一個人
能拯救自己的快樂
不要再為你哭了
9/07/2008 01:02:00 AM♠
Sings/Listening to:im such a fool.
i was smsing baby gal a few nights ago.....i noe wad she sae is the truth, the truth that i always been avoiding.i told her ytd that i xi guan le. she asked how?.. frankly speaking, i dunno? so i gif her rubbish lor. its like “爱不到我最想爱的人,谁还要我怎样呢?”there is ntn i can do seriously. tt night is the longest night for me bahs, i finalli broke down n cried. hiding underneath my blankets, i realli wish that de person who come n find me is him. n of cuz, no one come, n i fall aslp crying.... but life continues rite, i went to work next dae, i pretended that ntn happened. everything is "normal". i dunno when den i can stop pretending, going to work is so dam tiring for me. i guess, when i realli cannot take it, i will tender bahs. i cant think of anything else to do. everything reminded me of him.
潘裕文 - 捕梦人
轻轻唱 边梦边唱闭上眼
一路摇摇晃晃没有人
知道答案路很长
循着光到前方勇气的重量穿过树影落在我手掌紧紧握着
不能放半边月亮挂着重重的梦想捕梦的人
指着天空想越爬越高累了躺在堆满星星的城堡过了就好
逆着风
跌跌撞撞泪和汗
痕迹印在肩膀静静的
辨认星光灰的云
却挡住了光亮勇气的重量穿过树影落在我手掌紧紧握着
不能放半边月亮挂着重重的梦想捕梦的人
指着天空想越爬越高累了躺在堆满星星的城堡
过了就好啦啦啦啦啦啦捕梦人织的网
悬在蓝天上啦啦啦啦啦啦捕梦人的愿望
好远却又好灿烂半边月亮挂着重重的梦想捕梦的人
指着天空想越爬越高
累了躺在堆满星星的城堡过了就好 醒来继续微笑
HEIS NOT THE ONE!
i fell in love, n i fallen, bruised.. but recovering. BABE,we go through this rough patch tgt.
im sure de one im waiting for will come to me.
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.n his loving hands will come and pick me up." =D
ps: we "dumb friends" got ntn against you okay. not even if u scold us n tell lies about us.if only u can be more understanding, den all this wun happen. we wun snatch ur bf okay.
9/07/2008 12:05:00 AM♠
Friday, September 5, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
went to relief at ep todae, the time still goes by as slow as ever, the onli motivation is the mahjong session after work...
ooohooo, i won $10 plus becuz i got man tai with QING YI SE. im so stunned till i forgot to take a pic of it. hais, wasted. playing with pros is dam nerve-wrecking, yet exciting. i left after a short while like about 3 hrs? , becuz i nid to rush home b4 11. n guess wad, i forgot to take my money along =S, faints, ku ku right??! im laughing at myself.
i got full shift tmr so good nite everyone!!=D
ps.i did almost everything to make myself realli happy, but yet i still feels a sense of emptiness. hais. it mus be becuz of you.
i think only jade can tell that im not realli happy, she can sense my change of emotion. im glad that i got her to talk to. =)
ppl tells me to forget him... im not his type... blahs blahs blahs.... i knew all that, do u nid to rub salt into my wound?
p.p.s: dun toy with ppl's feelings. u will go to hell for that.!
9/05/2008 01:14:00 AM♠
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
tell u guys something super funny happened to my sister. she was so dam bored that she rotate a disc around a disc,n it got stuck. lols!! i cant stop laughing. i a bit lazy to upate de pics. i shall do it next time.. hmm =)
anw todae is the 49th day since my grandma was gone, almost whole of my family went down to that place. i dunno wads that place calls la. i woke up at 6 plus. reach at 8 plus. n listen to them chant till 11 plus. im realli super sleepy larhs.
after that we all went to eat yum cha at toa payoh... we ate quite a lot of nice food. n it costed $318 in total..... dam ex. so xin tong for my uncle, cuz it is his treat...so THX AH!! becuz im too tired. i forgot to take photos. hahas
den during the evening, went to meet gladys n GAYNOR it has been a long time since i saw him... we went to watch 4bia.. hahas yeah!!!! i finally got to watch it. the show is alright bahs. quite scary. but still it did not make me to afraid that i dun dare to go home.hahas.. o ya, gay went around to look for his perfect watch... but he didnt manage to find one.... so GOOD luck in finding okay. =D
9/03/2008 12:54:00 AM♠
Monday, September 1, 2008
Sings/Listening to:
went out with MH, her bro, JY , his cousin , WQ, WL, A to KKKKKKKKKKK......... realli had fun~~ =DD i abit lazy to post pic. so go to here to see the pic bahs. hahas
after tt went to meet jade to look for a gift for our beloved friend. hope he like it.. =D
9/01/2008 01:25:00 AM♠