woke up at ard 1 cuz my mummy 大人wants me to go market with her. so i went n bought the board that i wanted to buy long ago. =) the weather is very stuffy cuz its raining, i guess. n i bought the ingredients to make potatos salad. THX to mandy who intro me tt salad, very nice lehs. hahas. can i help calling mandy about wad to buy, how to make=) hahas. "不好意思"=) while waiting for the stupid potatos to boil i went to decorate the wall of my room.
n behold~~~~

TADAH~

my super big baby tez wanne say hi! （THANKS omg.x for the gift,lavu lavu!)

sad that i cant find my suju-m poster, so i put DBSK one up instead. hahas
LYNETTE dun jealous that im going to see JaeJoong everyday in my room! hahas.
anw, yoochun looks weird here thou. hahas.

and of cause, got DBSK also will have SUPERJUNIOR. thanks mandy for the sticker!

im going to get one SUJU poster soon.=)

LOVES!!!

my teddy bear at the corner of the table very 抢戏. so let him appear for a while. hahas.

beware, its looking at YOU(whoever you are)
n my suju mousepad =)) (omg, im mad)

N here is my potato salad.... quite nice to me la~ my sis also think that it is quite edible, so i didnt fail after all=) hahas.

when im taking pic of my salad. my ma insisted me on taking photos of wad she cook. she say 看起来很好吃，so must take picture. diaos >.<"' hahas

the fried prawns is my idea lor! i wanted to fry de but she fry it for me. hahas.....

OMG, its 7 liaos, last epi so HOTSHOT, here i come!~~~~~

사랑 참 아프다 (Love Really Hurts)- 예성 Yesung


난 숨을 쉴 수 없어요

I can’t breathe

nan su-meul swil su ob-seo-yo

길을 잃어 버렸죠

I’ve lost my direction

ki-reul ilheo beo-ryeot-jyo

내 기억이 매말라 버려서

My memory’s breaking into pieces

nae ki-eok-i mae-mal-ra beo-ryeo-seo

그런데도 그댄 태연히 아무 상관 없겠죠

But you’re so calm because it has nothing to do with you

geu-reon-de-do geu-daen tae-yeon-hi ah-mu sang-gwan

ob-ket-jyo마지막 일거라고 애써 꺼내죠

Do you even want to take away the last bit?

ma-ji-mak il-keo-ra-go ae-seo kkeo-nae-jyo

미안해 정말 미안해

Sorry, really sorry

mi-an-hae chong-mal mi-an-hae

이 말조차도 미안해

Even when I say this I feel apologetic

yi mal-cho-cha-do mi-an-hae

잠시면 우린 모두 잃게 될테니까

In a short while, we might lose everything

cham-si-myeon urin mo-du il-ke dwil-de-ni-kka


사랑 참 아프다 너무 아프다

Love really hurts, it hurts too much

sa-rang cham a-peu-da neo-mu ah-peu-da

쉼없이 날 웃게하고 끝없이 나를 울린다

I keep smiling yet crying endlessly

swim-eob-si nal ut-ke-ha-go ggeut-eob-si na-reul ul-rin-ta

사랑 참 우습다 정말 두렵다

Love is really funny, really frightening

sa-rang cham uh-seum-ta chong-mal du-ryeom-ta

제발 이제 그만 꿈을 깨게 해줬으면 좋겠다

Please, stop it now, if only I was able to wake up from my dream

je-bal yi-je geu-man ggum-eul ggae-ke hae-jwo-seu-myeon joh-ket-da


잊지마 제발 잊지마

Don’t forget, please don’t forget

it-ji-ma je-bal it-ji-ma

그런 거짓말도 괜찮아

Even if it’s all lies, it’s okay

geu-reon keo-jit-mal-do gwaen-chan-ha

잠시면 우린 모두 잃게 될테니까

In a short while, we might lose everything

cham-si-myeon urin mo-du il-ke dwil-de-ni-kka


그리워 네 이름을 부를때마다

When I’m longing for, and calling out your name

geu-ri-wo ne yi-reum-il bu-reul-ddae-ma-da

겁이 날 만큼 떨려올 만큼 사랑했었다고

Once anxiously and timidly loving you

keom-yi nal man-keum ddeol-ryeo-ul man-keum sa-rang-hae-seot-da-go

믿고싶다

Want to believe

mit-go-sip-ta

가슴이 멈춘다

Stop breathing

ka-seum-yi meom-chun-ta

눈물이 찬다

Resist the tears

nun-mul-yi chan-da

쉼없이 날 웃게하고 끝없이 나를 울린다

I keep smiling yet crying endlessly

swim-eob-si nal ut-ke-ha-go ggeut-eob-si na-reul ul-rin-da


source:http://sapphirepearls.com/2008/10/06/love-really-hurts-engsub/

ps: listen to it w/o looking at lyrics once, den listen to it while looking at de lyrics. u will find out how nice is this song. =(please 听听看。

我终于考完了=D =D =D 考好或不好，我也不管了=D 明天是麻将天！！！！
ja~ i shall finally update on my birthday` hahas.
went to our last PORM tut in the morning den got 3 hours break in between, but SBSG was "unable" to accompany me, so i went to ping house to watch 黑糖 again, den went to french class to play the "amazing race" thing n i think im so 厉害that i can recognise the french numbers.got like 4/5 i think. muahahahahahaha, den got one stage is to "sing or kiss" if we want to sing, we must learn the song is that short period of time, so our team choose kiss lor. hahas. so shy can~but in the end my team still lost~ hahas. its okay cuz de prize is only chocolate sticks nia. hahas.
supposed to meet SBSG at 7, so i got like 3 hours in between and i dun feel like going home. thanks junhao for treating me movie and haagendez again~watched THE WEDDING GAME. nicer show compared to LOVE　MATTERS.


updates on my birthday (stupid blogger dun let me arrange my photos. so i will blog the sequence backwards)

this is MY　PRESENT from SBSG.

took this after our last tut.

eric junyi and weeqian imitating weilun sleeping position.


SG in AMBER21



weeqian with wide smile~


guan-gong wannebe junyi


wols and re-wols


lynette with ultra LONG and skinny legs (envious ".")


minghui, mother of 傻小明.hahas

Unee,MANDY

OMMA pris acting streets.

eric, fisherman n stylist.

AARON otousan MIA cuz he left early.so no photo of him.

n i jus realised that i didnt take photo with weilun.>.<

omg~ ribena and VODKA taste great!!!

photo taken by my instant film =)

AMBER is great because it not so crowded can sing k and the space is big enuff for hahas

dinner at this place! 让SBSG这么晚才吃晚餐，真是不好意思。ごめ！

SGSB are so sweet lor~ they bought candles and lit it under my block. and sang me happy birthday song there.!!!

THANKS FOR THE DIY CAKE!!!!!! IT IS SUPER DELICIOUS!!!!!!

i know i say a lot of times liao, but i still must say, LOVE YOU people!

水曜日

3点10分了。我也剩最后一个的考试了，我。。。还没读完。现在的我很想睡觉，可是我又失眠了。怎么办？早上的考试，我可以顺利通过吗？救命！！！！

真是的！草莓巧克力！！！！！！！

sentences from the song(korean), i have a lover.

"do you know that i do also have a great lover,someone that i cherish so much that i had to hide,.......only the tears that fills my eyes know, that person is you.Can you hear my tears that fills up my eyes say? That person is you?"....................

wadde, my note was spammed by my own sis and IH............. tsk tsk.

anw, i jus answered the most funny qns jus now! omg! the most funny thing i encounter tonight.


KELBIN says:
well
KELBIN says:
yr sis is?
KELBIN says:
wan ying or jude?
♥(・ｯ・ﾉ・・・｢)?????????????????????????????????????? ?????? says:
wanying la
♥(・ｯ・ﾉ・・・｢)?????????????????????????????????????? ?????? says:
jude is a guy!
♥(・ｯ・ﾉ・・・｢)?????????????????????????????????????? ?????? says:
hahas




omg..................sugar honey ice tea.


p.s: wad with
X ∂ύĐξ ИØmĄÐiċ X KUKUSOTONG OF MONGOULULU ™

and

KUKUNUGGET OF DOOMZ


...somethings fishy going on...

MARCO
RA
STATS
PORM

macro is soso..... i hope i will maintain my gpa.

things to do after exams:
1)shopping
2)mahjong-ing
3)ton-ing
4)working(mayb)
5)learn to recognise korean charactors.
6)learn "sometimes when we touch" on guitar..on my own=)
anw,OMMA! this is for u!

p.s: hope that i didnt hurt anyone.

first paper.. macro. im too tired to study................ can someone calls me at 7 tmr so tt i can study=S....................................

bye, going to my beloved bed right now.=)

p.s: i feels that we shld remains as friends.

End sem coming again, and everyone is like chionging la! i'd been mugging this few days. quite productive i can say, however, the pace is a lil too slow. stress has been adding up....hell it.hais.

felt so bloody stressed again. like everything making me feel out of breathe. waking up is a torture. its means muggin session starting again.

thank for your liang cha and sheng cha... thanks for mugging with me. thanks for everything.

i know u wan to make me happy, think about me, and will do most of the things for me....
but i dunno y i feel so stress up when im with you.

ytd was a crazy hot day. and i must be crazy to wear long sleeve t shirt. was late for macro cuz i went to buy BBT for SBSG and Ms nancy. slacked at engine school for quite a while b4 deciding where to go. meanwhile pictures were taken using my new polaroid camera( thx to them again for de cam). i haven took a pic of those photos yet. anw, the highlight of ytd is celebrating my bd with OMG.x

met gla shir n py at simei. thx for the vdae presents, the big big big big big baby taz devil and the roxy wallet.then we headed down to DG n ate n cafe cartel, the lingunie is superb, gossip about the worst classmates and bad bfs. and we went to watch the curious case of benjamin buttons. the show is very very very long, but the ending is very nice.Brad Pitt is so handsome, omg. hahas. and gladys fall in love with this sentence, she jus kept using it...." Q: will u sleep with me? A: absolutely."hahas.after the movie, we went to shop shop a while and they literally blindfolded me to clarkquay for the bungee jump thing. SO malu can!!!! everyone jus keep looking. n shirley had a great responsibility because she is suppose to lead me and if i ever got hit by something, she will marry to some 3rd world country in future.... hahas. so she didnt let me get hurt. hahas.
the bungee jump thingy is not as scary as it seems. in fact the scenery up there is amazing. sugoi neh. after that we went to the riverside n sit and watched dbsk's mirotic mv. so shuai~ hahas.shirley kept commenting that changmin very cute! hahas.. yeah!

went to amber 21 but its full house, so we went to liquid. liquid is not bad either. we order vodka again, n i drank like crazy, cuz i keep losing. den when gary anthony n max came, they keep wanting me to drink..... n eventually i got drank. sat outside the pub for a while to calm down, den we headed home. its dam xin ku. headache n giddiness follows n i puked. knew that i will get drunk that day, but nvm la~ its to celebrate my 18th birthday.when i reached home, i got rid of all evidences n i fell "dead" on my bed, sorry to ray and junhao that i didnt reply,thanks for concern=)when i wake up this morning, i ache all over so i didnt go work lor. tsk tsk tsk. thanks shirley and ahma for taking care of me when im on the cab, thank, seriously.

i kinda forgot wad happen liao. but nvm.... THANKS　for being with me ytd!!!!!!! many loves to omg.x!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shall update on my birthday celebration with SBSG soon....

i jus came back from the celebration... and i went to read the big big card that they gave me( dun worry the macho guys ballon is at the corner of my bed, though it scare the hell out of me on several occasions). hahas. im sorry for almost spoiling ur all the surprise for me.

THX for the home-made cake.....
ThX for the candle-surprise....
thX for the ultra delicious food at "eric"'s place.
thx for pei-ing me to eski bar ffor the first time.
thx for pei-ing me to amber21 too. i really had a great time n i hope u guys have a great time too.

dun wory about the "empty" afternoon,thanks to Ping and Junhao, i didnt waste it=)

i still feel kinda sad that tmr is our last tut tgt liao............. seriously..... but i cant help it right.....
i really really wished that we will be friends for ever and ever n ever. class without u guys will never be the same. no words can describe how i feel know.....hais.

thanks liyong,lynette,mandy,minghui,pris,aaron,eric,junyi,weeqian and weilun for being part of SBSG!


p.s: the balloon K me several times on my head ald!!!!!

to me=) this is my first present i received from SATOSHi-SAN.

本小姐我is officially 18 le. Thank you, LOVES. for sending me all the happy birthday wishes. eps MISS BAO GA LIAO who sends me happy birthday wishes via MSN, SMS and telephone. arigato.

i spent my last few hours of my 17th year with gladys.darling. , Jade, Desmond, Simon and Raymond. we went 85 to eat, eat until we were all dam bloated. hahas.

THANKS AH. MR DESMOND LEE, for forgotting my birthday even though we all were tgt jus now. hahas. and u very cute lor, u can jus act blur but u admitted. hahas. you are the best SHIFU in the world la! hahas.

tmr going to celebrate with SBSG, i dunno wad are they up to, but its okay la~ cuz i trust them to me nice to me..... right?!!!!!!

going with omg.x on fri, jus dun get me drunk can liao... hahas I　ＬＯＶＥ　YOU ALL to the core la! hahas

♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i once believed my life is all black and white. but you loveS added colours to my life and making it colourful. seriously, thanks you all very very very very very very very very very very very muchie!!!!.

감사합니다, ありがとうございました, MERCI BEAUCOUP, 谢谢

p.s:我满足了，真的。

Oral Presentation is finally over~or i should say, all the stupid projects and presentations had finally come to an end.


op part 1 SB in formals. but SB is still SB=) o ya, weilun changed hairstyle le. shuai dai le~

pic with mrs debbie. even though i didnt really dun like her, i still hope that ur next class is more managable. =)

part 2 SG's turn in formal.

la-vu-la-vu-la-vu

hahas, egyptian-guitarist wannebe.

after op. went to study.=) im a good girl today. i did 4 lects of macro=)
more studying please! =)

p.s:i dun wan to forget tonight. =)

annyeohaesayo!

random post~
THANK in advance to Simon for lending me VCDS.
Kelvin for helping me take my psp and helping take the disc.
Raymond for agree-ing to be my study mate.

AND THANKYOU,CHEEKIAN, for causing such a big bump on my leg.

oya, i got another bump on my head, because i knocked my head against the locker accidentally.
IT is 10000 times more painful than getting injury on my leg, if there is no one there, i really will squat there n cry... but i scared jade will stun... so i reng zhu... reng until not pain le~
wishlist.
1)SGSB dun split
2)maintain good results
3) cannot say, cuz say liao will not come true =)

annyung!

1 more week of lessons together le

this thought has been haunting me today. it added a little blue to my emotions.

jus wanne let u guys know, knowing SGSB is the best darn thing that happened to me in year 2008. even though we might split into different classes next year. I seriously hope that that will not affect our friendship. The first birthday wish that i will make is " Dun let SGSB split".

i still wan to walk to sch with pris, sing k with mingz, drool over Jaejoong with Lynette, dongbang with Mandy, wols tgt with lyon, have more BBQs, Chalets, Ksession, MAkan Session, ton-ing, movie dates, gossip-ping, etc etc etc..........................................................................

exams coming. lets jy together kkies. =)

SARANGHAEYO♥

p.s: u cry, i cry
u laugh, i laugh
u happy, im satisfied.

hmmm, i suddenly thought of creating a SGSB blog. =)how about it?

i took a nap jus now, n i had a horrible dream. i dreamt that my gpa dropped to 2. plus plus.......

HAIS......2 weeks of busy schedule.

p.s: i watch this 15 times today
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZ_9kNAIerc&feature=related

n jaejoong went falling.......................................

too many things going on again, n i realised i didnt really take notice of trivial things.
went 黄靖伦's concert just now, i like his "cute" voice. hahas. i like de 一眼瞬间 which was sang by him and u-know-who. before the concert started, the girls had a lil chat and that part is really fun. we found out that we wun care about a particular someone anymore. hahas.

i now got decision make:
1)go out with omg.x on V.DAY since i dun haf "someone" to spend that day with.
den go out with SBSG on 12, if SB is joining.
2)OR VD with SBSG, 12 with omg.x
3)work on v day, celebrate with omg on 11 and sbsg on 12.

working days sun! and mon! fri unsure.!

tsk tsk. idk idk idk~!

uq
12feb h
believes that:
"changes are the only thing in life that remain constant."
♥ SUPER JUNIOR
♥ 2NE1

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

PLAYLIST
1) super girl- suju m
2) barae- ft island
3) again & again- 2pm
4) idont care-2ne1
5) please dont love- ft island
6) sorry sorry- SUJU
7) haengbok- SUJU
8) Rokkugo - SUJU.T
9) PLease dont go- SHINee
10) Neorago - SUJU