I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)

See you got me all alone
Waitin right here by the phone
For you to call me, Just to here
Your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time,
boy You showing me no sign,
is it cuz u on Ya grid,
cuz your always on my mind

I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much

I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you
I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through

All i can picture is the color of your eyes,
and the way u make me smile
I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself
cuz I have self-esteem,
sometimes I Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

Doing too much.

it is always good to have kimchi inside your fridge, because kimchi dishes are so easy to make and are very tasty.just like ytd, i suddenly crave for kimchi pancake n i got no dough to go shillawon.so i google the easiest recipe and tadah~ i made kimchi jun today in less den a hour. im going to enjoy my kimchi now! tadah!

p.s: i finished wild bunny! i nid other dramas to watch!!recipe for kimchi jun

was watching YG live jus now. sm got ntn entertaining recently or they are not sub yet.

so im watching JYP and YG's idols this 2 days.

copied CL's sagua hairstyle. hahas.

work tmr. good nite.

how i envy them.

FIRST day of freedom (again). unexpectedly, i spent it at home. planned to go watch movie. but i cant move my lazy butt out of my room. i got a great potential of being a otaku in future.

but seriously i got ntn to do at home. so i started cam whoring and watch videos (wild bunny) as usual.



<3<3>

watched until my back very sour so i stop for a while to listen to music.

and dream of donghae! ( i jus made this up)

okay, back to wild bunny now. ep6.

i wanne to learn abracadebra's dance! the hip dance so interesting. hahas.

p.s: blogger sucks. i created another acc at wordpress. if blogger messed up again. i might change server for good.

wordpress blog

i still dunno how to use wordpress yet.

-exams over yo. mus prepare for sub le bah.

-rented over her dead body to watch becuz i got the sudden urge to watch english romance story.the show is a so-so.

-my 2nd driving lesson.
went on the road and drive around that area.
it is kind of a fun expirence.
n i stalled at traffic junction. cs me. n when i want to step clutch n restart engine to start the car again. i accidentally off the engine. =.=
but i corrected my mistake right away.=)
reversing is scary.

so, my licence.... WAIT FOR ME!!! muahahahahahahahas

FRIDAY... sat0shi booked project room for us to study. we studied and have fun during our short short break. they sang unknown koreans songs for us to guess, we switched jackets/hoodies/cardi.....n trust me. the zip-thru hoodie is not easy to wear.

my exam studies mates <3<3<3

SAT studied at mac opp sch with satoshi and jude.

SUN studied at coffee bean/BBQ chicken with satoshi, jude n Manduii.

my belgium chocolate is gone =( dam sad.

12.04 24/8

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESUNG-SII. the unpredictable one with nice vocal. rock on!

n from my fav donghae, he made me LOL again. see this:

girl: "did u hear about me?"

donghae:"about what?"

girl:"he said that i have an eraser in my mind...Let's break up."

donghae:"Did he say he saw it?"

girl:" it's all over."

donghae:" in your mind... did he say that he saw the eraser in your mind?"

girl:" it's over. My memories are all disappearing."
(*so sad.)
girl:"you dont even need to be nice to me. i will forget it all, so why bother?"

donghae:"who told you to eat the eraser!"

(outburst of suju n mc)

OMG, donghae is so funny.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIBUM~MNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sj-13

(source: dh's cyworld.)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIBUM~MNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sj-13

p.s: donghae~ dont be sad =) ur dad is watching over u in heaven =)

i dun rmb whether i post this one b4.

funny.

i went for my first drving lesson ytd technically since its after 0000 now. its 1.03am now to be precise.

okay so i went ubi driving center in the ultra hot weather and waited for the instructor. i was early so i smsed cheekian to ask for a brief description of the instructor as i want to spot him asap so that i wun waste money. He called me back instantly and tell me to look for a bit bald hair man who look tiko (ham sup). i keep LOLing lor. he everytime also say the instructor is a ti ko.

BUT, he looked really okay for the first impression, jus like a normal uncle lor? hey wait... maybe all uncles are ti ko!

after that he teach me verbally about all the things in the car like clutch......engine...... demister....signal lights.. bleh bleh bleh bleh, after half an hour of lecturing.. i finally move the car!!!

changing gear is not as difficult as i thought.
controlling clutch,brake and accelerator is more challenging.
i stalled for one time. den he teach me how to start the engine again in a shorter method. n i didnt stall again! muahahahahaha.
i off the engine of the car and start it again. its so fun man~
reversing is not so scary also. except when im on the slope. im supposed to move forward when i changed to gear one and release clutch. but the whole car is moving backward n wad's worse is that the is another stationary car behind. den MR loy told me to faster break. this happened a few times before he started worring for the car behind and tells me to turn out of the place.
i drived out of the particular part of the carpark okay, with the help of him of cuz.

when on the flatter road, i practise driving forward and backward for the rest of the lesson and im getting the hang of it =)
it's also very tiring for my left leg as either my chair is not front enough, or my leg is not long enough. i cant reached the clutch fully if i rest my heel on the car. =( shall try aga in next week.

N at the very end of lesson, someone called him i think. im still practising to drive f/w and b/w until he suddenly tells me to turn out. im like "what the?". den i turn out lor. its dam dam dam dam dam dam dam fun i tell u. i haven go to the road yet. hope by next 2 lessons he will let me drive back! woooohoooo.

after that i waited for md for 1.5 hr for her lesson to end while reading my rbb notes and p.s i love you. i got teary jus after a few chapters. im determined to finsh the book.

after that ate ramyeon n chocolate milktea @ century sq with md and ping, before heading to school to study. me and pings gone crazy for a while, keep sorry sorrying in the room n md is dam good lor, she didnt get distracted by us, i think. i still haven finish my rbb yet. =(

after i got home i got so tired n restless n grouchy for unknown reason so i went to slp. i set my alarm at 00.00 but i cant wake up to study, so i smsed md say i will not be online in case she misses me. hahas!

but dang! after i mgs her, i totally cant fall asleep. so here m i....online and blogging!

now im going to watch san guo ald~ rbb for tmr

PS: I MUS FINISH RBB BY TMR!
I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE, MOVIES AND MOVIES!

study hours for me n ping. see how we motivate each other~


ryeowook...written by me.


donghae written by her.

pls ignore the bad word up there, ping is obsessed with intimate note.
BABO! no no no no no ha!

<3<3 suju loves!

currently addicted to this song... been listening to it in my mind whole day.


hello, how are are you?
is your face still cute like before..
pouring out my late regards and my late farewells,
i write..i wonder if you’ll simply ask me why it’s a letter
when messages on mini homepages are more common
firmly, i pick up my pen..
just in case i can’t convey my heart
i feel like i can’t do this any other way
it was really hard.
when i loved you,nothing happened the way i wanted it to
i keep promising myself to stop bothering you
even though i wait until death, you won’t come

goodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.
the remembrances and the memories,
i’ll forget them all
i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love
from my heartone time, just one more time,
if i am to see you again, how nice would that be..
this lingering attachment, these tears,
i’ll erase everything

the saying that as the bodies grow farther apart,
the heart grows further apart as well
is of no use to me, it’s all lies
everyday, i become more and more worn out..
i’m sorry for causing you troubleeveryday,
i ask myself, “can’t we go back”


even if i wring out my distressed heart and cry out, you can’t hear
now,at the end of our memories, after i’ve realized our separation,
i’ll let you go from my heart..

goodbyegoodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.
the remembrances and the memories,
i’ll forget them all
i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love
from my heart
i thought i would forget you as time goes by
but you keep finding your way into my heart again and again
i can’t.. i can’t let go of my love
i have to forget you, you no matter how much i try to erase
i guess you’re the only one for me
i’m sorry

(mianhaeyo)

mandy and shir intro this song to me a few days ago.
n its only know den i went to listen carefully, what a right time to listen to this.

im kinda mad when i received your smses at first but im thankful that u did not lie about it.
i really need those 2 answers. thanks for giving me the answers.=)

now, i should n can really let go.1 year 9 months of u n only you. it's enough ald =)
hope you and your girl can have a happy ever after.=)
goodbye my love.=)

p.s: friends or not, its not my decision. shall leave it to fate.
wo zhen de shi lian le =)

너 무 해.
나 괜찮아.

work 6/c today. company came out with some other things which i considered them as rubbish. i really hope tht i can find a new job. closing with ayu, susie, ping and tiffany today. closing with ayu very funn n fast lor. i like... but too bad she is going ald. everyone that i consider good in the company is leaving, what does it proves. my company cannot make it la. seriously. N i realised tiffany is also a suju fan! she likes siwon! same as darling=) suju ftw~

CHOOP CHOOP count stock cuz meeting cheekian jade n others like jacky,sumei, simon,ah ban dylan? for supper. supper so fun with them. but hope that time can go with jade n cheekian n desmond jiu hao~ we nvr long didnt get together ald. =( thanks cheekian for the treat =)

going to watch a few videos before i go to bed =)

p.s: i finished likable or not ald! 172 eps. shiok!
i finished my korean hw ald!!!!! <3<3
guess i wun be seeing k until next year ba=( stupid ns. no more movie partner for this year =(

likes!!!

lunched @ Mc with AHMA darling and elizabeth.
Dinner @ jiaxiang jiaxiang jiaxiang. mian mian mian. with darling after shopping ard for quite some time. had our share of horror stories and "boys" talk. hahas. darling tells me to migrate lor. tsk. thanks for the personal gift! i love it. next time we can couple wear ah! hahas.

went to my ex-frienster (omg. so old sch) to kop the old pic. we changed so much. hahas.

dhoby ghaut mrt is a good place to take photo. (nah, im jk)


PAST

Present

hadnt been loading videos up for quite a while so~ enjoy ya!

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!!! stupid dua beng!

my first impression of u is dam bad. seriously dam bad.but now u are one of the people i will go to when i got problems. when i got sad, u will always manage to cheer me up. so i want to say,
" THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND." =)

hope wadeva u do will be successful and stay happy always =)
faster get ur car license. drive des jade n me to malaysia to eat seafood. hahas!!!!!!


add oil add oil add oil!!!!!!!!!!

watched the hangover on fri with weeqian, jude, mingyong and mandy. very funny show. glad we didnt waste money.

ate icecream at gusttimo again. but this time without gcyy. =DD satisfied sia. 1 month ate 2 times liao. =)

pepperlunch for dinner. superb! thanks MD for influencing me to eat wad DB likes to eat. hahas.

lastly, sorry for being moody at night, im jus tired n dun feel like talking much.=)

p.s: to GCYY,

HEY!!! wad is $7 per hour as compared to u sia!

happy birthday Singapore.

okay that's lame... but i got a even lamer friend called pcpy.

she came into my shop and wish me happy national day! so sweet right! love you!

n aaron wish me happy malaysia day?! =.="'.

thanks PRISRON for visiting me today man. im dam bored.

K with ping and JULIA today, great fun. great place.

there got sorry sorry, gee and nobody can. =)

wanne exprience it? visit PRINCE!

PEI YUN's birthday celebration
wanted to surprise ah ma and make her do malu things. so me and gla went to pasir ris to get these 2 helium balloons. i refused to carry it becuz so malu la. lucky darling was there.


jitao machiam her bd lor. hahas.

asked ping to bluff ah ma that we are late. but actually we are one train ahead of them. so me and darling went to tie the 2 balloons at 2 random poles outside de station, and ah ma was supposed to shout something from one to the other. ah ma very brave lor. she did it thus she got her first present which she nid to carry everywhere, including to the movie and toilet! we watched harry potter n the half blood prince anw. n there was an freaky harry potter fan inside.

we ate at mahattan . its better den fish n co.



then we proceed to the next venue. aka G MAX. dam fun. we bluffed ah ma that she is going up the dam thing alone and she believed. "AH MA! we got so bad to pangseh u or not?"
so we all went up except for ping, cuz she left early.





The guy warned us that ah ma is going to be the one who release us from dunno how many stories high but we all dont believe in the first place. the process of reaching the top is a thrilling experience man. it's jus like a rewind version of jumping down a building. n i kept slipping off my seats. that part is scary.

Then when we reach the top, the guy gave us a signal, den i dunno who said something like "is that guy control one la" or something like tt. AT this time, ah ma pressed/pushed the button, and we all went flying down, without xin li zhun bei except for ah ma and shir. THANKS LOR. bad words can be heard up there n down there. so fun. shall do it on ping birthday too=) shall we, ping?


Next is cake cutting ceremony. becuz of this cake, it caused gladys a lot of misery. hahas. jkjk. i tonned over at gla house to bake it. passed some sample to cheekian, sylvester, eric and co, cuz i dunno who ate it also.

of cuz the biggest portion belongs to ah ma la!



small small one for us.


WEE~ happy birthday ahma!

took plenty of photos, but a bit lazy to upload.

our omg.x rings.


by the end of everything, its ald 11 plus. gla and ah ma nid to head down to ck's chalet, while i headed home. i am influcencing them to watch suju stuffs on my psp! showed them starking and EHB. shir is the only one unaffected. gla and ah ma LoLed okay.

a lil comparison

cant really compare. cuz the pic is toosmall! muahahahaha. this is not the main point.

main point is

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY PEIYUN!

uq
12feb h
believes that:
"changes are the only thing in life that remain constant."
♥ SUPER JUNIOR
♥ 2NE1

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

PLAYLIST
1) super girl- suju m
2) barae- ft island
3) again & again- 2pm
4) idont care-2ne1
5) please dont love- ft island
6) sorry sorry- SUJU
7) haengbok- SUJU
8) Rokkugo - SUJU.T
9) PLease dont go- SHINee
10) Neorago - SUJU