Saturday, January 31, 2009
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| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either! |
| Being Alone | |
| Death | |
| Where Your life is Going | |
| Disappointment | |
| Looked down on | |
| Commitment | |
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
got this quiz from pcpy's blog. and i find that it is quite true. =)
thx pris! anw,

now i know why ppl saes the name of pris'dog is a bad word. lols
p.s: wo tu rang fa xian dua beng hao liao jie wo.
commskill op outline
individual presentation
French roleplay
busi-stats quiz.........................UNDONE
1/31/2009 09:03:00 PM♠
Thursday, January 29, 2009
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YO, 高人!!happy birthday!!! since i dun haf a photo of u and me. so i use ur ice kimo and my ice kimo to sub. hahas. must take care kkies.
hope u have a great year ahead.
1/29/2009 11:59:00 PM♠
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
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day 1
slpt at about 4 on chu xi ye n woke up at 9 plus to go bai nian. =) i only went to my ah gong house n my ah ma house this year.
ntn much happen at ahgong house. we also not close de. we played a few rounds of black jet, i didnt win money, neither did i lose money.
went to ah ma house after de game.
ah ma went heaven last year le. so we didnt really celebrate cny this year, it is jus a normal gathering bahs.

(my sis n i enjoying the rootbeer float that my xiao jiu made for us)
rootbeer float very nice lehs~ its jus that my uncle put too much ice cream or too much rootbeer, leaving no allowance for chemical reaction to happen. thus, we made a lil mess in the kitchen. hahas.
my da yi came after that. my ma n her are supposed to cook curry for lunch. she had several curry stains in her white shirt while cooking n u guess wad she did?
she took a big big plastic bag n strings out of idk where and tie the plastic bag around her waist jus like a apron. im very amused by that so i take camera n run to the kitchen to take photo of her with de " diy apron"


DAYI : "mai hip la,an ni pai kua gou hip"
me: "buay la, ma na eh pai kua, 你很聪明lei. "
dun worry la da yi, u still very chio. hahas.
i love my da yi =)
n here comes this lil fellow, the first thing it do when it step into the house, he xiam-jio. wadde. according to wanxin jie jie, it refused to shhh under de block. haha. it total pj in the house for 4 times. my uncle dunno wan to laugh or cry. hahas.

this lil fella is very clever can. he can spot camera. everytime i/my cousinS/my aunt wans to take picture of it. we failed most of the time. hahas.
took a lil nap at my ah ma house, played dynasty warriors4 and went home for my favourite sharkfin soup.i seriously love home-made sharkfin soup lor.
my ma cooked half a pot of it, my sis n her drank 1 bowl each. n they dun wan liao, so i FINISHED everything =). so mus jf after cny liaos =)
day 2
rot at home for whole day. actually planned to practice my guitar n do my proj. but i didnt do anything. i jus slpt for de whole day =) im so pleased with that. going to finish macro by hook or by crook tonight. thats a promise to myself.
ciaos.
p.s: steamboat @ pcpy house tmr. excited.
note to myself
--> macro
--> commskills
--> busi stats
1/27/2009 09:32:00 PM♠
Monday, January 26, 2009
Sings/Listening to:
唐禹哲 - 新歌
最近我学会唱一首歌
一首我心里的歌
低音是无奈的喃喃着
也听不到泪掉着
最近我最爱唱一首歌
一首可能你也爱的歌
副歌的情绪在高高的悬崖
等等待大雨疯狂了
我们都容易对号入座一首歌
反复让歌词深深呼应着可能
不同看不看开的执着
可能太痛有些画面某合
我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
受过伤还是有爱的资格
在每段难得的起承
酝酿我们的转合唱一首歌我最懂的心歌
1/26/2009 01:00:00 AM♠
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HAPPY CNY. HAPPY NIU YEAR!
actually, ntn good happens until now. hahas. i didnt had a happy 19th (chinese) birthday too. i doubt this year will b a good year. tsk. wadever la! i will jus take whatever challenges that comes. hahas
anw, i resigned le~ so i might be a lil more careful with money now.. ppl, please help me with that. cuz i spent my past 1year pouring my money away =(.
lastly, wish everyone has a good year ahead!
loves,
Jun.
1/26/2009 12:50:00 AM♠
Sunday, January 25, 2009
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i did something weird last night while im sleeping.
i dreamt that im tearing 2 pages out of my "breaking dawn".
when i woke up, i remember that dream n i went to check on my book.
N i realised....i really TORE half a page my breaking dawn. WADDEHELL...
i wonder wad will i destroy tonight =S
anw, happy 除夕夜 everyone =)
p.s: work is a chore.
1/25/2009 01:19:00 AM♠
Friday, January 23, 2009
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i had been fiddling with my cameras this few days thinking that if my friends are so good in using cameras i might be influence too... n thus, i took up the cameras n started shooting.
conclusion...? you be the judge. =)
1/23/2009 12:12:00 AM♠
Thursday, January 22, 2009
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no guitar today but i dun feel like going home so early, so went to beach road with MD onee and xiaoYi to beach road and bugis.
first stop: Beach road
I hate the traffic there. those cars realli BZH de lehs. MD almost got killed by one of them ( im exeggerating here, but the way they drive are realli reckless.) limited traffic lights is a problem there too. we walked zillions of miles jus to get to beach road. This is my first time there and i feel that the things there are not really cheap. xiaoYi got his ass-exploding-pants.
last stop: BJ
im such a noob that i dunno there is this wonderful shop called "skinfood". in BJ
they sell very pretty nail polish n the nose clear patch works wonders. it is a lil expensive for me though. MD got really pretty teal colour nail polish and i got a ash grey one. =D
BJ streets......... the place where i normally go to shop. call it cheap, but de clothings there sells there are in the perfect size for me but of cuz, i choose the designs that i like most la. i got a vest today. im thinking of getting a vest for a long time n now i finally got it. i shall wear it tmr because................................................................... (secret). =)
OYES, PCPY, LYON,MD,GAYRON, XIAOYI, SATOSHI n i went to 18 chefs again... the food is getting better for sure. i still love the frozen black. becuz it holds special meaning to me. hahas.
no matter how weird it is, it will always b the unique drink for me.
p.s: -->ThX MD FOR UR PSP. =D...LAVU LAVU.
--> i shall not be obsess with suju.
--> 18 chefs rocks~
--> 得不到的东西,永远是最美的。
1/22/2009 10:11:00 PM♠
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projects, projects, tests, exams, work, work, work......
there are too many things filling up my mind recently.
jus had my busi stats test... studied till dam late for it. skip lect jus to study more. yet, i fucking cant do it at test. so god dam disappointed. den after that teacher went of to confidence thing. i dun even understand a single shit of it. n thats when i think i got a lil depressed.
went to find gla after stats to teach her stats( for a short while), den we played big2. im so lucky that i got her. just seeing her will make me feel a lil better. =) thanks dar. i cant imagine my life without you.
walk home alone. plugged in my psp n listen to 幸福不灭n 搞笑. im unaware of my surroundings. as i was crossing the road, i heard a car honking at me. that is when i realised im jus a few inches away from the headlights of the car. im too stunned to apologies, so i jus walk away quickly.
this is not the first time le, i already had several similar encounters. maybe God still wants me to live, thats y im still here. thank God.
but sometimes i really wish that the car will just knock me down. once n for all.im not really interested in my future but i want to work hard jus in case i really need to live longer.
i desire a short life. =)
p.s: n gayron otosan, take care of ur leg hor. if we will nid 20 mins to move from lt 17 to lt23. hahas
1/22/2009 12:21:00 AM♠
Monday, January 19, 2009
Sings/Listening to:

19th of Jan is your day!
Stay happy always, kay!
1/19/2009 01:40:00 AM♠
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Sings/Listening to:

17th JAN
Happy 21st BIRTHDAY, JADE!
im so sorry that i reached her chalet at such a late time. i was waiting for DUABENG to end work, so i extend full also. IP is bloody crowded today, thanks to the up coming festival. and company want us to extend till 11. waddehell.
luckily, my job for today is quite easy, im not the cashier for once. i altered the pants and packed the store all by myself for the first time. everyone said that i'd done a good job =). So, times passes very quickly. the day will be more wonderful if the customers didnt make a big fuss over minor minor things, this really irritates me.
cabbed down with duabeng to Jade's chalet and passes her presents, had a little group chat. and have people drooling over my phone.(not literally, but it seems that ig icecream is getting more n more popular.) we drunk a little of beer, n Jade's almost drunk. hahas, she is very cute when she is in that state. hahas.
A shift tmr, so i cant stay long. cabbed back home n here im, blogging.
im going to slp real soon as im so dam tired.(that is if sbsg is not playing "guess the sketch".
im going to try my luck now, tadah.
1/18/2009 12:59:00 AM♠
Sings/Listening to:
16th JAn
project.S submission date~
chiong proj the night b4, but still we didnt manage to complete it, thus me and mandy meet in the morning to complete most of the things, then we combine all of our work together and submit it. its finally over for RA and Commskills.Up next, macro and Retail Management. =(
p.s: thanks MANDY for the file u donated for our RA project. HAO REN YOU HAO BAO!
1/18/2009 12:30:00 AM♠
Thursday, January 15, 2009
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<<>>
Channel U is replaying my favourite korean drama again. =)
i still remember that Kim Jeong Hoon is many teenage girls heart-throb. i know one of them personally. hahas.
The song "Dang Sin-eun... Na-neun Ba-bo-ib-ni-da" (ni wo shi sha gua) and perheps love are loved by many.
i still love "Dang Sin-eun... Na-neun Ba-bo-ib-ni-da" more though. hahas.
당신은… 나는 바보입니다 / Dang Sin-eun... Na-neun Ba-bo-ib-ni-da / I'm a FoolStay
난 바보였었죠 내가 바보였었죠
Nan Ba-bo-yeo-sseot-jjyo Nae-ga Ba-bo-yeo-sseot-jjyo
I was a fool. I was a fool.
후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠
Hu-hoe-hae-do Neu-jeot-jjyo Al-jjyo Do-ri-kil Sun Eop-jjyo
My regrets were too late too. I know that it can't be turned back.
그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
Geu-dael Bol Su Eop-sseo-yo Na-do Al-kko I-sseo-yo
I know that I can't see you too.
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
Nae-ga Jeong-mal Jal-mo-tae-sseo-yo Jeong-mal Mi-an-hae-yo
I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
Geu-ttaen Yae-gi-ha-ji Mo-taet-jjyo Neo-mu Eo-ri-seo-geot-jjyo
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
이제와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
I-je-wa-seo I-reo-ke Ae-tae-u-myeo Nan Yong-seo-reul Bi-reo-yo
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
당신은 나는 바보입니다
Dang Sin-eun Na-neun Ba-bo-ib-ni-da
I'm a fool Because of my pride
자존심 때문에
Ja-jon-sim Ttae-mu-ne
I'm ruining myself with alcohol
미칠듯한 그리움에 망가지고 있죠
Mi-chil-deu-tan Geu-ri-u-me Mang-ga-ji-go It-jjyo
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
당신은 나는 바보입니다
Dang Sin-eun Na-neun Ba-bo-ib-ni-da
I'm a fool Because of my pride
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
A-jik Sa-rang-ha-gi-e Ha-ru Jong-il Peong-peong Ul-go-man It-jjyo
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
Geu-dae-do Na-do Mo-du Ba-bo-cheo-reom
You and I, we both are like fools.
그러진 말아요 다시 생각해봐요
Geu-reo-jin Ma-ra-yo Da-si Saeng-ga-kae-bwa-yo
Don't be like that, think about it.
우리 어떻게 여기까지 힘들게 왔는데
U-ri Eo-tteo-ke Yeo-gi-kka-ji Him-deul-kke Wan-neun-de
Think about what it took us to get here
다시 생각해봐요 후회하실꺼예요
Da-si Saeng-ga-kae-bwa-yo Hu-hoe-ha-sil-kkeo-ye-yo
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말미안해요
Nae-ga Jeong-mal Jal-mo-tae-sseo-yo Jeong-mal-mi-an-hae-yo
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
Geu-ttaen Yae-gi-ha-ji Mo-taet-jjyo Neo-mu Eo-ri-seo-geot-jjyo
I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
I-je Wa-seo I-reo-ke Ae-tae-u-myeo Nan Yong-seo-reul Bi-reo-yo
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
당신은 나는 바보입니다
Dang Sin-eun Na-neun Ba-bo-ib-ni-da
I'm a fool Because of my pride
그대 없인 나 한순간도 살 수 없어요
Geu-dae Eop-ssin Na Han-sun-gan-do Sal Su Eop-sseo-yo
I can't live a moment without you.
이제 더 이상 망가지지 마요.....
I-je Deo I-sang Mang-ga-ji-ji Ma-yo.....
Don't ruin yourself anymore.....
1/15/2009 10:50:00 PM♠
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
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1/14/2009 10:39:00 PM♠
Sings/Listening to:
泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉
这段感情我才终于明白
办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白
办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎横了
心说真心谎话别告诉她
我还想她恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默
代替所有回答
我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默
代替所有回答别告诉她
我还想她就让沉默
代替所有回答
1/14/2009 01:44:00 AM♠
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Sings/Listening to:
I SMELLED LIKE A CAKE!
anw, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY PCPY!

p.s: PRIS. u really broke my sex band.
1/13/2009 12:37:00 AM♠
Sings/Listening to:
i felt betrayed.
1/13/2009 12:11:00 AM♠
Monday, January 12, 2009
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GOOD LUCK to PING for your o results tmr. dun think too much kkies. u will get wad u wan de =) im still waiting for u to treat me to k to celebrate okay! u owe me this! dun forget!
TP is not a bad choice~ consider TP okay!! hahas.... as for Shirley there......... hahas, i shall not continue, lata she kill me.
love you.....
la vu la vu~
p.s: i shldnt have flare up at you. im jus frustrated. thanks for forgiving me always=)
1/12/2009 12:14:00 AM♠
Thursday, January 8, 2009
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I just had a hilarious conversation with my fellow pasirian, PEIFEN.
this is wad happen:
"
Pfpfpfpfpf says:
got other nice songs?
twilight says:
erm..... idk.. im into korean songs this few weeks
Pfpfpfpfpf says:
even better!
Pfpfpfpfpf says:
HAHA
twilight says:
i onli got a few
twilight says:
hahas
twilight says:
i got hug by dbsk
twilight says:
n a few of SUJU
twilight says:
but one of them is my favourite. u wan??
Pfpfpfpfpf says:
AHHHH HOW COME GET HUG SIA!
Pfpfpfpfpf says:
HAHA
Pfpfpfpfpf says:
im damn jidong lol
twilight says:
as in the song!!! title is HUG
Pfpfpfpfpf says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Pfpfpfpfpf says:
JOKER SIA!
twilight says:
u den joker can!!!!
Pfpfpfpfpf says:I THOUGHT WHY SO LUCKY LOL "
i think we all got influenced by gabriel lor. thats explains the excessive use of "HAHA" in the conversation.
i didnt talk to her for quite a long time le, i jus rmb that she is a very extreme girl. She is very serious to the max or CRAZY UNTIL we wanted to call the IMH to send her back. o yes, she is a korea-addict too. Thanks to GOONG, and se7en. most of my memories with her either take place in co OR ART room.....im glad she can cope with her jc life. ( miss you =))
1/08/2009 01:06:00 AM♠
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Sings/Listening to:
To:
ALL MY LOVE.s
The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see
are now so clear to me
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray On bended knee
That you will always be My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel a kind of love
that's truly real a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be My everything
You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete for all time
from: donghae oppa
I may not be able to express myself clearly, i even may offended some of you people n i didnt even realised it.
i shall let music speaks the words. Lastly, I LOVE YOU (S).
1/06/2009 01:37:00 AM♠
Saturday, January 3, 2009
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omg, projects due-ing and exams coming soon, n im still watching suju.
i really mus spend more time on studies le.
who wannes join me in studying?
p.s:=( less suju from now on, unless its holiday!
1/03/2009 02:00:00 AM♠
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Sings/Listening to:
徘了徊了走了 错了过了等了
累了全都困了 烦的乱的等的都是真的
疯的想的念的 不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的 拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
你做过的伤 放困了你爱的音
那天的我等着你 等成了摆设
我的你的他的 好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的 酸的甜的苦的都还记
得非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的 真的不行那么只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻 不准问值不值得
我的快乐 会回来的离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻 不准问值不值得
我的快乐 会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻不准问值不值得我的快乐
会回来的离开不是你给了我的选择
疯的想的念的 不安的焦虑的复杂的梦过的
拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的我心要换你的
真的不行那么只得放了
放了......忘了......
bye 2008!
HAPPY 2009 !!
i spent my last day of 2008 at vivo, celebrating lix BD with OMG.x n her gary.
caugth "bedtime stories". managed to catch a glimpse of the fireworks. i feel like going sentosa next year to celebrate. hahas.
originally, wanted to go to tanjong pajar to drink, but there got bloody hell lots of cops and weird ppl. n there got different atmosphere from what we wanted. so we switch pub. in the end, we went chinabox(i think) to drink and play dice, 5...10.,pool and dance.Thanks, another gary for the treat of 3 jugs of beer and martell. i hereby declare i sucks at those games other then dice. so i drank quite a lot due to my poor luck and skills. or i shld say those ppl i play with are pros.
den we all drink till about 4 am to 5 am in the morning.we have some dispute in between, but all solved. i had a great time there.
then gary send us back(THANKS AGAIN), n i went ming's house, cuz i drank a lil too much, i jus watch parts of the movie(becuz i fell asleep n i woke up n this routine continues.) with SGSB n ming's bron eventually i fall asleep totally. hahas. then waited for everyone to wake up. n we watch mtv awards (malaysia) n guess wad, SUJU won the award for being the most popular korea group.
*applause! LA-VU-LA-VU.
after tt we went to eat brunch at bedok inter, we went home after that. tired siol.
THEN, ping came my house, but i went to slp. ps, i cant be a good host todae. cuz im very sleepy.
i slept like 1 hr only then stupid dua beng keep calling me.
me: [groans] what?
db: u slping ah?
me:ya.
db:wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up!!!!!!
me:dun wan! u call me for what?
db:wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up!!!!!!
me:WHAT LA.
db: i know u ytd didnt slp much, so i dun wan u to slp. so wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up!
me:siao, go die la! really la, u call me for wad?
db: ntn, i jus wan u to wake up
me: $$($&) #%*@ %*#%^* okay okay, bye bye bye bye!
db: bye bye!
n 3 mins lata....(of cuz i went back to slp la)
HE bloody hell call me again n repeat that cycle.
N I CANT SLP ANYMORE AFTER TT!
sian-ed sian-ed sian-ed. y i got this kinda of brother. hahas.
anyway, i got my ice cream ald. THANK YOU, JUNYI! for helping me to sell my n96 and helping me to find the ice cream.
lastly, i hope that my 18th year will be a smooth life journey!
i hope everyone will be safe n sound for this year!!!!
1/01/2009 07:59:00 PM♠