i was smsing baby gal a few nights ago.....i noe wad she sae is the truth, the truth that i always been avoiding.i told her ytd that i xi guan le. she asked how?.. frankly speaking, i dunno? so i gif her rubbish lor. its like “爱不到我最想爱的人,谁还要我怎样呢?”there is ntn i can do seriously. tt night is the longest night for me bahs, i finalli broke down n cried. hiding underneath my blankets, i realli wish that de person who come n find me is him. n of cuz, no one come, n i fall aslp crying.... but life continues rite, i went to work next dae, i pretended that ntn happened. everything is "normal". i dunno when den i can stop pretending, going to work is so dam tiring for me. i guess, when i realli cannot take it, i will tender bahs. i cant think of anything else to do. everything reminded me of him.
HEIS NOT THE ONE! i fell in love, n i fallen, bruised.. but recovering. BABE,we go through this rough patch tgt. im sure de one im waiting for will come to me.
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.n his loving hands will come and pick me up." =D
ps: we "dumb friends" got ntn against you okay. not even if u scold us n tell lies about us.if only u can be more understanding, den all this wun happen. we wun snatch ur bf okay.
9/07/2008 12:05:00 AM♠
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♥ you&i
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12feb h
believes that: "changes are the only thing in life that remain constant."
♥ SUPER JUNIOR
♥ 2NE1
PLAYLIST 1) super girl- suju m
2) barae- ft island
3) again & again- 2pm
4) idont care-2ne1
5) please dont love- ft island
6) sorry sorry- SUJU
7) haengbok- SUJU
8) Rokkugo - SUJU.T
9) PLease dont go- SHINee
10) Neorago - SUJU
Notes
(wishlist)
1)2ne1 hoody -$88
2)2ne1 1st mini album
3) hae's bracelet- ard $30